I promised myself that I would get out the bed today,
Then I remembered all the pains so in bed I did stay,
I promised myself that I would eat something,
Then I looked at my hand and noticed there was no ring,
I promised myself I would not think about you at all,
Then I closed my eyes and more tears began to fall,
I promised myself that I never wanted to hear your name,
Then another friend had to remind me of your cruel game,
I promised myself that I would no longer be mad,
Then the invites went out and I rather became very sad,
I promised myself I never wanted to see your face,
Then you showed up and to the bedroom was a race,
I promised myself that this could not be,
Then you left again saying the blame is all on me,
I promised myself that it really didn’t matter,
Then her and I both began to grow fatter,
I promised myself that I would do it by myself,
And now I have truly never wanted anything else,
I promised myself I would just walk away,
Then I left before you realized why I could not stay.
At times what may seem like a big mistake or weakness may result in you receiving an awesome gift. Yes you may be called all sorts of names and accused of being many things; but guess what, always remember you were not alone when that gift-making happened.
Sometimes being strong and going it alone may be the most difficult thing you may have to do, but for your peace and sanity it may be the best. As you nurture and grow your beautiful gift be happy and thankful. You may even find true love while your gift is growing, it is possible. Love yourself and believe in love.
" I believe in love and all it stands for." MayahRose🌹