When you arrived unannounced to visit me,
Exactly what were you hoping to see,
Could you possibly think I still wanted to be your wife,
Do you understand the concept of marriage life,
Yet now you ask me if we could start again to date,
You say we are destined to be together, some sort of fate,
But how can I ever accept that miserable life,
Why would I purposely look for hardship, destruction and strife,
I should not be surprised that you are so bold,
Who knew stupidity increased as you got old,
But why do you think I need an education,
To a life of lies, corruption and frustration,
The monster you are I don’t yet have a name,
But stay out of my way because I don’t play that game.
So after you have gotten over a painful breakup and peace has returned to your mind, the past suddenly wants to surface. This is where you fight for your sanity and wellbeing, this is where you become strong and pull from the inside, and stick to your decisions to leave the past behind.
The reason you walked away will always be there. And the sad truth is that people hardly change, I am not saying it’s impossible for someone to change, but why subject yourself to someone’s bad behavior?
Let that good well behaved person meet you, not a work in progress. You are worth more than that. You may spend half your life listening to excuses and endless apologies, with no real change on the horizon, and even worse robbing you of any chance of being happy.
After you have made the decision to leave the past behind you, let it stay there.
You deserve a chance to be loved and be happy, really happy. Nothing should take the place of your peace and contentment. And absolutely nothing should stand in the way of your mental stability. Walk away and close the door. Choose to end the emotional conflicts. Make the best of your life, by making hard choices.
It may seem hard to do, but later on as you inhale and exhale you will feel light, and that light feeling is inner peace; for which there is no price.
Love yourself and believe in love.
"I believe in love and all it stands for." MayahRose🌹