Today I cried again and I could not seem to stop,
I wanted today to be better yet it was not,
today the pains came again and it would not stop,
I wanted to be so strong but I could not,
today I heard your voice and I tried to make it stop,
yet, I replied hoping you would answer but you did not,
today my desire to see you again would not stop,
I wanted you to call me but you did not,
today the longing for your touch would not stop,
I wanted you to want me too but you did not,
the questions came over and over again and would not stop,
did I do anything wrong, and guess what, no I did not.
so blaming myself has definitely got to stop,
I could not make you want me when clearly, you did not.
"I believe in love and all it stands for." MayahRose🌹