After I ended the call with my friends I wondered to myself what was I doing, I mean that last guy really played me for a fool, and it took me some time to get my self-esteem back to where it should have been. Besides, I was really busy at work these days, and most evenings when I came home, I would go riding my bicycle, shower and then have a bowl of cereal, and crash while something on Netflix ended up watching me.
Did I really want to do this….
It has been so long since I last felt this way,
I don’t know if I should continue, pursue or run away,
he seems so into me, and so gentle, caring and so true,
can I take another broken heart, I really don’t know want to do,
his friends all look so hot and they definitely knew it,
what if I take the chance and simply fall into a fiery pit,
I am so scared as I thought I had moved on,
but that last fool made me believe true love was totally gone,
I felt so safe and cared for while he spent the evening sitting with me,
he made me laugh and I can’t remember when last I felt so free,
when he held my hands as the evening turned to night,
I know it sounds cliché but my world just felt so right,
when my friends came to get me as the party was winding down,
and he said softly to me he wanted more than just one night on the town,
my heart felt full and as moisture filled my eye,
he leaned forward, kissed me, and said baby please don’t cry,
my phone is now ringing and he is yet again calling,
I want to answer but fear and worry has me stalling.
"I believe in love and all it stands for." MayahRose🌹